What your heart desires the most, wants the most is also what it fears for, the most….you fear you have so much to lose….but what you don’t realize is that it’s a good feeling actually, to know you have the ‘so much’…..

You let your heart rule your life, control your decisions, you tend to be impulsive……and then you realize, that the round globe stuck on your shoulders is there for a reason, and its to use what’s inside it, rather than use what beats within your chest and makes you all mushy most of the time…

But you learn….that the only thing that matters, is survival….and the only ones who matter are the ones you treasure the most…..

Why would a complete stranger give a fuck if you flunk in your college project just coz they couldn’t give you time from their extra hectic schedules…they have lives too…and you don’t matter…..to most people….you don’t even exist for most people….so why fuss over it right?? Why fuss over how rude or inconsiderate he was…or why she didn’t call you back….or why he didn’t smile or say ‘hi’……but still there are people who are tactful…who are polite….do they pretend to be like that? Or they just think it’s nice?

I think it’s neither, coz these are the people who have an ounce of humility left in them, coz they know that they will make mistakes, and they know that their actions have consequences, and they know that those consequences are their fault.

I’m one of those people….so I guess I’m not a complete idiot….

I’ll take the liberty here to quote a good friend of mine, ‘Yes, Kitty, you are an idiot….That is why you're a good friend. It's a requirement.’

Love him.